stressed.
most of one week's work gone down the drain; re-read the course book and realised that my essay thesis didn't even fit the one focal point of the module. had already planned and written 2589 words excluding the essay intro and counter-arguments; altogether it will be about 3500 words. thought I had finished the difficult foundational bit of planning and organising, and now it collapses. I've got to find a new way of anchoring this thesis, all starting from scratch - readings, thinking, planning. it's coming to week 4 of the hols and I haven't started anglo-saxon revision at all. exam is tues week 1. I didn't even have enough time with my previous plan...... what now?
God, God, i'm close to tears - only you can do a miracle.
