watched Remains of the Day during film lecture today and oh my goodness goodness goodness Anthony Hopkins and Emma Thompson are brilliant brilliant brilliant and I've got a newfound deep respect for great actors because it's such a difficult job such a gift from God! and in the afternoon i was trying hard not to fall asleep on the couch in langwith bar while looking at the bright sunshine and shiny shiny people outside no not really i was trying to read a very boring book called Howards End and yes i was trying hard not to fall asleep and i realised i didnt really understand what was going on got so mad at myself felt like my head was clot with non-circulatory blood because it really hurt literally so i trotted along to the gym whacked the treadmill for 5k and felt so refreshed and throughout it all was praying praying praying that i'll learn to do all things as worship and just just just for my daddy noone else i walked out of the gym praising and praising and smiling tho still in a daze because it was so tiring but wow! i feel exhilarated and so joyful now i cant wait to be back home in singapore cant wait to see my friends and hug my family i really miss everyone and hm yes must focus on the now and stop thinking of the future i always do that got an essay due on thurs and im pretty stressed about it but wheee! everything in its own pace and i cant take this stupid smile off my face God you are awesome and Lord my joy my joy my joy let it be in you
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