perhaps it's the essay
perhaps, simply, tiredness
perhaps disappointment just in everything
including myself
perhaps it's pride
perhaps it's missing home?
perhaps not.
perhaps.
perhaps it's weakness
perhaps a reminder
perhaps it just takes a while to pray and rant it out
perhaps, love? ha!
perhaps, melancholy.
but one thing I know for sure
God I need to be near you again.
Draw me close to You...
