Wah. This is how scary.
Had my first nightmare in... ages and like all vivid dreams I've had it's got a haunting message behind it. I had such a long, awful dream of what I was before Jesus changed me completely and it was set in the now in YORK involving certain friends I love, and oh my goodness it gave me such a clear picture of what I'll be now if I went and acted entirely according to my desires and not obeyed Him... It was so horrifying I woke up in tremendous fear and guilt, had to spend quite some time in prayer to find assurance in the cross and the victory in Jesus
But it was so horrific... oh God... don't let me return to the past... please...
