Perhaps it's the discovery of Bebo Norman and his mellow guitar, gentle vocals; perhaps the prophecy over the weekend that sparks will evolve into a gentle, mellow but steady fire; perhaps a revelation of a new path ahead, one more focused, one more turbulent, more difficult, but all the same with the Lord as my guide,
, that's contributing to this inexplicable quietness inside of me, just like Steve said - a fire on a candle, gently burning, steadily lighting the darkness inside. Amidst tears and crouching on the floor this morning I came to an awakening of the evil inside of me, the reality of past mistakes and potential for future error, but also this morning
I came to an awareness that I was saved not to be condemned; I was saved to change and be set free.
Therefore there is now no condemnation for those in Christ Jesus
and thanks to Heng Chin for that lovely card on the door -
- His peace will guard my heart and mind
Lord, help me when I am so unable...
