It's supposed to be a good thing and I'm supposed to rejoice for you... but there's a strange feeling in the heart churning, churning, cutting, and it hurts to know I won't see you for 4 years, and although I knew this was coming, and although God had already revealed it would, it pains, it feels different when the reality is actually in your face, it feels different when it will actually happen, it bleeds
to know
I won't see you for another 4 years
Love and let go -
I'll miss you.
