Wednesday, November 09, 2005 @12:40 AM
Ah... feel so blessed.. and loved. :)
When
God wills, He'll make a way!
Last week I just felt really burnt out because I was doing too much on my own strength and trying to accomplish just... too much. Was really swamped and disappointed by my performance in some areas, really tired, texted my mom and asked her to pray for me. Then she called and mentioned that she had called earlier but I didn't pick it up. Yeah, had to go for lecture. But it's always very uncanny how she's so Spirit-sensitised and
always calls whenever something's wrong with me, either physically or emotionally. Uncanny! Mother-daughter connection in the Spirit, yeah baby. :D Yeah but anyways. She mentioned that I should get a team to work with me, and that I can't accomplish these things by myself. Uncle Louis suggested it to her. And yeah, so I was praying over the past week regarding whom I should approach... but today it just dropped down from the sky! Met up with my wonderful dearies Lauren and Tasha for lunch today, and they said that the 5 girls (3 of us, plus Beth and Lucy) are thinking of meeting up regularly for fellowship and prayer. Oh my goodness! These were the exact same people I was thinking of last year when God revealed about intercession! Uncanny uncanny. All at the right time, right moment, these things
always happen, hallelujah. Yes. And I really love talking to Tasha and Lauren, they're so loving, accepting and honest, so really beautiful daughters of God. God-chics yeah!!! We shared our similar temptations and struggles, and I was so reliefed to hear I wasn't a horrid girl and we all share the same struggles. Our communication was just so... pure and honest. And we just prayed over each other with love and understanding...
Worship. Intercession. Exorcism. Healing. China.
Hospitality?Wisdom, Father, wisdom! So little time, so much to do! Choices, time-management, discipline, love, energy, love for SELF so I can take care of myself better...
Do I have to compromise cell to be more active in the Chinese minstry? Should I even participate in the Chinese ministry officially? I went for cell just now I realised I really don't wanna leave the cell group. Aw they're really so so so lovely people. And everytime I hang out with British people I'm just amazed and amused at their communication,
humour, wit, spontaneity, courage of opinion, etc. They're all really funny...! I brought dear Lin along and I'm so glad she enjoyed herself, and she fit in really well 'cuz of her lovely and easy-going nature :) Praise God.
undergoing a trial of sorts. psyche just gets attracted to fire so easily... the Lord is my victor.So blessed... and loved. :) Thank You Lord!