Blah. Feel so crappy that I have to place stupid online orders but have to cancel them and bear the responsibility of paying (telephone fees! refunding fees! whatever!) because people back out or we get a stupid (blessed) microwave we didn't know of.
Maybe it's my fault. Yeah it's my fault. I should have waited. I've to learn patience.
Oh but I just can't stand it when I put so much effort into things and they just get shredded to pieces.
