Thursday, April 28, 2005 @12:43 PM
Wow.. .wowowow.... I haven't felt so joyful and at peace for a long time.
Mom was right in saying that after every spiritual battle, you'll arise from it even stronger and more confident of GOD.
The past 2 weeks have been bearably painful, only because God has been there. Wave of spiritual attack after spiritual attack, radical perspective changes, submission, healings and surrendering of the past.
I don't think I've ever cried so much in such a span of time. And yesterday appeared to be the culmination of paranoia, inexplicable fear and misanthrope.
But I cried... oh I cried to the Lord. I sobbed and prayed for deliverance.....
And as always, He's faithful. I've never been so cheery for so long :)
And this peace is not as the world gives. It's from God.....