Sunday, December 05, 2004 @2:23 AM
12 more days. Sigh.
I don't know why but I'm suddenly struck with homesickness now. I was sharing with Eleena after CU just now about lots of stuff and I just felt so homesick after that.
I played the keyboard for CU, but I made so many mistakes. Haii. That kinda discouraged me as well.
I went for a Mexican party just now, and the dancing was quite fun. It was quite fun to see Eleena or Jason or Ailin get dragged off by some other Mexican to dance... it was so much more fun than the salsa dancing that some of us enrolled for. We pretty much quit it already, because Eleena and I found it too 'physically sensual'... there was a lot of touching and stuff. But we went to the Mexican party just now and saw them dancing in a totally natural and spontaneous way that was, well, not physical! It was just for fun... and it was so naturally in their culture, y'know? The bunch of us were so envious of their culture... because we have none. The 'lumpy melting pot' that we have. Heh. We were saying that if something like this were to be organised as a Singsoc activity, there'll be the few of us dancing and the rest of them playing mahjong and daidee at the back. How sad. Besides Singlish and food, we really have nothing to identify with...
Oh well. It was fun. I had some nice Hardy's Australian wine. I'm drinking more wine than beer here... which is good 'cuz I never really liked beer anyway. Then again. I don't drink very much alcohol here to begin with.
Sigh. I miss home.